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I was explaining to a co-worker that I didn't feel as though I had goals, she was working and finishing her degree.
She thought it was ridiculous (that I wanted goals). Next year, I'll turn 30. I've never cared much about age, I can remember clearly when I was going for my postgrad there was a Chinese girl from Canada. She refused to tell me her age when I asked, I didn't. So I pretended once that forgot that I had asked and asked her again. As you can guess she didn't like that. Why must I be so irritating? lol
But your age is never something you should be ashamed of, regardless of what you're doing. (And you don't need me to tell you that unless you're an over 30 guy trying to pick up teen girls on Omegle.[1]  Shame on you! )
I've been very blessed in life so far, although perhaps my life is not particularly special in any way.

And then recently with Shirota's collab with a BSB (BTW full version here)
It was really his dream. This is definitely the highlight of his career so far.

This being the lowlight

That's stolen from tumblr.
This is also stolen from a tumblr who stole it from lj who probably translated it from a Chinese board who stole the Japanese off the JE mobile site. So putting this here isn't bad b/c it's only 4th hand stealing.

Basically this YamaP talking about Shirota's debut. I wouldn't have seen it before since I was on like a 2 yr hiatus.
But, it reminded me of how badly Shirota wanted to debut.

I was actually looking for an entry, where Shirota seemed like a sad drunk, swearing he would put out a CD and make a hit the next year(?)
Then he backed down from that, did I imagine this? Sigh. Reading old entries I really miss Debbie and kureno_rooster T_T

[1] The other night I could sleep and went on omegle, it was filled with people wanting naked pictures of you and one Canadian girl who said if she would kill anyone and get away with it, she would kill Justin Bieber for shaming Canadians. Hmm. Ok. But then she went into details of how she would slice his toes off and skin him, etc, etc. )

Oh yeah and after all this, I still have NO goals. Thanks YamaP for nothing.

Date: 2011-10-15 01:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I never have any goals either. I just end up doing things.

Oh wait, that's not true, I have goals for my son. Does that count?

Date: 2011-10-15 01:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The thing is what she thought was ridiculous wasn't that I didn't have goals but for some reason she didn't think I should want them :/

lol no not really.

Date: 2011-10-15 02:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
She felt you'd already achieved everything? Or she thought it was too late?

Does it count if my goal is to be the mom of a certain type of kid?

But honestly, I am terrible at having goals. Well, I did when I was younger, I think. I remember having the goal of graduating from high school and going to college ...

Date: 2011-10-15 02:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I guess she meant in comparison to her, (she didn't elaborate).

Does it count if my goal is to be the mom of a certain type of kid?
lol I'll allow that.

I am really REALLY good at making lists of things to do (let's not call them goals) and only finishing the first one >/

Date: 2011-10-15 02:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
goals? If I can get up from my bed every morning is a fucking miracle >>

Date: 2011-10-15 02:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
True, I do feel proud of myself of going to work every day this week, even when I felt like a zombie.

Date: 2011-10-15 03:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Who needs goals? As long as you do your best and are happy then why bother, goals just make it seem like what you have is insignificant in comparison (and that's just depressing).

Date: 2011-10-15 12:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
But, what YamaP said was true, when you have goals and you work for it, esp after experiencing difficulty then you feel better. I just want to experience this. Just once. Maybe I'll become more motivated and ..invent something?
Cure cancer?

Date: 2011-10-15 02:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
True, but then if you don't reach the goal it's just that much worse? Goals can be good or bad I guess, depending on how you choose to look at it. Either way wanting goals is a fairly normal thing, isn't it?

Lol, I would love to see what you would come up with to invent, it's sure to be interesting. =D

Date: 2011-10-16 02:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
lol you're a rain of sunshine XDDDD

I will master the Art of Chindogu!!!

Date: 2011-10-16 03:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I do try to be. =P

HAHAHA! That sounds like a pretty fantastic thing to become a master of. ^_^

Date: 2011-10-16 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I have goals, but I never complete 70% of them lol

Goals are kinda like resolutions.
They're meant to be broken and incomplete, I guess.

Goals and resolutions are put in place to help us on a path, but they aren't necessary to reach an end destination. You could start a journey with an intended goal in mind that might lead you in a completely different direction.

At least, that's how I feel about the whole goal-making process.

Is it bad that I thought Shirota wasted a lot of time focusing on "acting" when his Tenimyu run ended? It was really clear that he and Kazuki were the best singers and that he should have pursued his singing career alongside his acting career. He has the talents and I always thought he should had long had a record deal prior till now.

Which also begs the question, I always wondered why Shirota never joined or wanted to join JE singing that Yamapi was with JE. Or was he ever courted by JE? Somebody needs to ask him these questions one day xD

Date: 2011-10-16 02:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
But I want that feeling!
However, as fila recently reminded me of where I stand right now.
Before I just wanted to be employed and I'm lucky to be employed. The next step is finding what I want to make of my life before it's too late.
Somehow all the things I want are material.
This morning I was reading about Yoon Doo Jun's trip to Africa.
Where he said when he took pictures of the children and said it was the first time they saw their faces.
I am truly blessed but my life feels Sisyphean lol
I will start with small goals.

I don't think JE wanted him, I don't think he would have fit their image somehow.

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