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none_neither ([personal profile] none_neither) wrote2011-10-07 04:38 pm
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Finally home from work

I know no one reads my lj anymore but, it's nice most of the people to whom I'm friended have not deleted me.
I miss lj more and more, I miss fandom and the old days.

This morning I saw the article about Ryo and the other one leaving News but, I had to .. work :(

Recently I started looking at Zenkai girl, it's so-so, but, it's the first jdrama I've looked at in a while.
I don't go on 2ch anymore, but no doubt that's where all the hate is, on twitter all the tweets in Japanese are of "shokku" and bikkuri and quite a few wondered who the heck the rest of the members were. Poor 4nin.

I don't know why but, a lot of people feel betrayed by YamaP,
Ok I take that back, I do know why.
Apparently he said he would never leave.

But, even if he did say that, it's quite possible that he felt that way at the time, maybe he didn't want you to hate him and not buy his solo CD so he told himself that he would really never leave. Lying to ourselves is something everyone does, yes even idols.
Of course he could just have been lying to "you" because even though he wanted to leave he didn't want you to cry about it.
Awww. Isn't he nice? So let's not be angry with him.

We would rather be ruined than changed;
We would rather die in our dread
Than climb the cross of the moment
And let our illusions die.

- W.H. Auden

So think about would you have rather he stayed and been miserable just so you could have things the way you wanted it?
As he slowly started to feel trapped and hate the other members. Just so you could pretend everyone was happy with the way things were?
Oh! I know, let's just all blame Kitagawa. -_-

Actually if I'm quite honest about it, I'm am truly pleased that Ryo and Yamashita left together.
Huge difference from when Shirota left D-boys and everything else in my life was going wrong.

But, most importantly it's Yuichi's bday.
I was tempted to do something dramatic like tweet "Happy Birthday Yuichi, you're gone but we won't forget you" to d-date or Miki
Then I remembered my age and that it was truly not funny.

[identity profile] katherinekate.livejournal.com 2011-10-07 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I have missed you!!
So happy so happy to read your update, hope real life been treating you well.
I have mixed feeling about this but mostly I think I am glad that they left together and even more so because I think Ryo will be happier this way.
Watched Zenkai Girl last week, liked it more than I have liked Ryo's other dramas.
Big hugs!

[identity profile] lonanivymaeve.livejournal.com 2011-10-07 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
eh, ryo and yamapi are leaving news?!
ö_ö
like..together? I mean, are they forming a duo together or what?
I'm not really into news, never got the time and interest for them, ryo and yamapi were my favourites anyway
just curious because I haven't read anything about that anywhere yet and it feels so out of the blue (maybe because I am not really involved with news)

*hug*

[identity profile] mukimpokun.livejournal.com 2011-10-07 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy you posted. :)
Sometimes I feel like posting too but... I never know what to write. D:

Sorry I actually didn't read the NEWS part because I don't understand about them but I know about Channaka!

Happy birthday to our beloved bunny. ♥ :( We'll never forget him and I dream with the day he will be back everyday. :(

♥ :)

[identity profile] tilmon.livejournal.com 2011-10-07 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I do hope Channaka is having a good birthday. I keep wondering when he will finally tell us all that he isn't coming back. Though maybe he still doesn't himself know.

Since I have no fan interest in any JE boys, the NEWS news doesn't really affect me. But it seems unrealistic for fans to expect a group to stay together indefinitely.

Also, so much for no one reading your lj.

[identity profile] vanilla-ichigo.livejournal.com 2011-10-08 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Hey Cris, please post more often! :)

[identity profile] citi-chick.livejournal.com 2011-10-08 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
hey! good to see you're back... we've missed your posts.. ^_^

[identity profile] nanchant.livejournal.com 2011-10-08 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Long time no see.

"This day, finally, has come." That's what I thought when hearing the news.

BTW happy birthday Channaka.

[identity profile] angelalia.livejournal.com 2011-10-08 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
I still read lj :) that's the only think I'm capable of catching up, twitter is too fast for me. And I don't understand tumblr.

So they left... Actually I think I stopped to care about JE a long time ago :D I still listen to the old songs, but I ignore everithing new. At least it looks like people in there are not forced to stay together by all means all the time, they are kind of free to decide a little what will happen to them. That's nice.

I still remember the day when Shirota left D:

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/inner_demons_/ 2011-10-08 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'm still here :) No so much in the fandom anymore but always love your entries.

[identity profile] thesundaywriter.livejournal.com 2011-10-08 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't really follow JE and had no idea Yamapi is leaving News but when such things happen to the groups I follow, while it is sad they won't be together anymore, if it is a member I like and they're branching out into their own solo career I feel happy about it, as I mainly follow that member, if that makes sense, and in this case if he was feeling trapped or unhappy about certain things, then maybe it is not such a bad thing, it'd be bad if he left on bad terms~

[identity profile] thinking-lotus.livejournal.com 2011-10-10 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
NEWS never felt like a real group to me, despite all the allegations of member-ai, and they've been inactive for so long.

And it always seemed way too hard on Ryo to make him be in both.

So I'm cautiously in favor of the change, but I do feel sorry for all the devastated fan girls.

Have I commented enough to make up for only having just noticed you are back?
Edited 2011-10-10 02:35 (UTC)

[identity profile] fe-brice-ly.livejournal.com 2011-10-10 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
Wah!!it's been a while since you're active again here! Poor ryo isn't on news anymore same as pi, whew welcome back^^

[identity profile] blubbertz.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Omg I haven't been to LJ for so long either. ;__; I missed you!!

So proud that Shirota is doing well <3 and it's amusing how people started noticing him only when he started singing.

/am jealous of the girl in the sandglass PV

[identity profile] gillii-akujacku.livejournal.com 2011-10-15 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Holy shit you've been posting a lot lately!

Oh the NEWS news, if only I actually liked Yamapi's voice enough to care. Someone will have to pick up the slack for him now when it comes to being shirtless though, I guess. And as much as I do actually like Ryo, anyone who tries to claim that man wasn't overworked with two groups is crazy (I like Kanjani more anyway).

Channaka! How I miss Channaka.T_T