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Finally home from work

I know no one reads my lj anymore but, it's nice most of the people to whom I'm friended have not deleted me.
I miss lj more and more, I miss fandom and the old days.

This morning I saw the article about Ryo and the other one leaving News but, I had to .. work :(

Recently I started looking at Zenkai girl, it's so-so, but, it's the first jdrama I've looked at in a while.
I don't go on 2ch anymore, but no doubt that's where all the hate is, on twitter all the tweets in Japanese are of "shokku" and bikkuri and quite a few wondered who the heck the rest of the members were. Poor 4nin.

I don't know why but, a lot of people feel betrayed by YamaP,
Ok I take that back, I do know why.
Apparently he said he would never leave.

But, even if he did say that, it's quite possible that he felt that way at the time, maybe he didn't want you to hate him and not buy his solo CD so he told himself that he would really never leave. Lying to ourselves is something everyone does, yes even idols.
Of course he could just have been lying to "you" because even though he wanted to leave he didn't want you to cry about it.
Awww. Isn't he nice? So let's not be angry with him.

We would rather be ruined than changed;
We would rather die in our dread
Than climb the cross of the moment
And let our illusions die.
- W.H. Auden

So think about would you have rather he stayed and been miserable just so you could have things the way you wanted it?
As he slowly started to feel trapped and hate the other members. Just so you could pretend everyone was happy with the way things were?
Oh! I know, let's just all blame Kitagawa. -_-

Actually if I'm quite honest about it, I'm am truly pleased that Ryo and Yamashita left together.
Huge difference from when Shirota left D-boys and everything else in my life was going wrong.

But, most importantly it's Yuichi's bday.
I was tempted to do something dramatic like tweet "Happy Birthday Yuichi, you're gone but we won't forget you" to d-date or Miki
Then I remembered my age and that it was truly not funny.

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I have missed you!!
So happy so happy to read your update, hope real life been treating you well.
I have mixed feeling about this but mostly I think I am glad that they left together and even more so because I think Ryo will be happier this way.
Watched Zenkai Girl last week, liked it more than I have liked Ryo's other dramas.
Big hugs!

I think it's normal to be sad over something like this, but I think it's the right decision!
I'm going ok, just work keeping me so busy.
I hope you're doing good too~
*hugs*

eh, ryo and yamapi are leaving news?!
ö_ö
like..together? I mean, are they forming a duo together or what?
I'm not really into news, never got the time and interest for them, ryo and yamapi were my favourites anyway
just curious because I haven't read anything about that anywhere yet and it feels so out of the blue (maybe because I am not really involved with news)

*hug*

Hey!!

No, YamaP will go solo and Ryo will stay with Kanjani.
A lot of people said that those two were their favourites.

I'm not surprised at it but yet I am. lol I'm so terrible at explaining myself.

meh, it's kinda sad but what can we do
D:
it's their decision and I bet they'll all stay good friends anyways
but yeah, a fandom crumbling away always feels bad ._.
I'm never really getting over my lost fandoms, still mourning them from time to time but also remembering all the fun and good times
*sigh*

still hope you'll feel better soon D:

Yeah they've had years together so I'm sure they'll stay somewhat friends, in my opinion they were never that close except for P and Ryo.

And I wasn't really a NEWS fan, I liked K8 more, though.

Happy you posted. :)
Sometimes I feel like posting too but... I never know what to write. D:

Sorry I actually didn't read the NEWS part because I don't understand about them but I know about Channaka!

Happy birthday to our beloved bunny. ♥ :( We'll never forget him and I dream with the day he will be back everyday. :(

♥ :)

basically for the news part, the two most popular members left the group and people are upset, but I think they should just support them instead of being angry
one of them is shirota's best friend

I hope he comes back in the new year! That would make me happy

I see. I actually knew about it, y'know, I have a lot of friends who like johnnys xD
And yep, I know who is Yamapi... I just.... don't know so much about them. ( '-')
But I know what you mean. Well it was really hard for us when Shirota left D-BOYS (just like Shingo and Masayan ~~and Kumai & others but I think it wasn't that hard as the others for me~~) but we didn't stay angry, just sad, right? And we still love and support Shirota & the others even if they aren't D-BOYS anymore. :(
So I know what you mean.

Everyone knows YamaP ne lol. Even my beloved Key knows him.
But Ryo, who is in my layout, somehow get neglected.

lrsdjgbsjklrbgksjbskjdbg Your icon is soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I do hope Channaka is having a good birthday. I keep wondering when he will finally tell us all that he isn't coming back. Though maybe he still doesn't himself know.

Since I have no fan interest in any JE boys, the NEWS news doesn't really affect me. But it seems unrealistic for fans to expect a group to stay together indefinitely.

Also, so much for no one reading your lj.

I have more NEWS fans on my f-list than d-boys fans I think, but it's basically the equivalent of Yuichi saying "Don't worry I'll be back" then saying Oh nevermind I'll just perform by myself.
NEWS was 9 then 8 then 6 now 4.

lol Thank you for reading, now feed me rose tea or truffles please?

Rose petal tea and truffles? What do you think this is? Pigg Life?

Edited 2011-10-08 02:13 (UTC)

lol no I truffles or golden rose tea on pigg life do you have any?

Working on it.

Why did I get rid of my stupid walnut trees?

Hey Cris, please post more often! :)

lol I think more people will have to abandon their groups for that to happen :/

But I really miss lj!

You can post even when groups stay together, you know! Besides, it's the advent of Sexy Zone! I know you really want to get in on the ground floor of that fandom. Oh yeah.

We should have a bet going on for which Johnny's group will lose a member. And a different bet for next D-BOY to graduate. I've got a whole nickel right here that says it will be Wada.

i doubt it, I started this post around 2 pm and didn't get to finish typing it until after 5 :(

Nooooooooooooo not Wada, but true :(

hey! good to see you're back... we've missed your posts.. ^_^

But I have no idea what my next post could be!

Long time no see.

"This day, finally, has come." That's what I thought when hearing the news.

BTW happy birthday Channaka.

How are you?????????????????
What are you up to these days?

I see you're not posting either :(

I feel like 'graduated' from fandom, lol

Thanks for remembering me :) I'm fine, totally, just too busy to update.

Hope to see your post on Shirotan's b-day too.

lol I know the feeling. It feels like everyone around me has "graduated"

Araki made me feel better about Channaka, he posted a bday message on twitter and said he missed him.

I still read lj :) that's the only think I'm capable of catching up, twitter is too fast for me. And I don't understand tumblr.

So they left... Actually I think I stopped to care about JE a long time ago :D I still listen to the old songs, but I ignore everithing new. At least it looks like people in there are not forced to stay together by all means all the time, they are kind of free to decide a little what will happen to them. That's nice.

I still remember the day when Shirota left D:

tumblr is really good for kpop I think, and just finding pictures.

Everything in JE that's new is tiny and creepy.
Like I tried watching the Japanese version of You're beautiful and ... well just no no no no no no no.

I'm watching it now, it's nowhere close to be as good as the korean one, but it's decent up till 4th episode, I'm watching right now.

I quite liked the j-version, if only because the 2 guys from kisumai were more equal rivals that Geun Seuk and Yong Hwa (I mean, I could not see how she could care about the other guy when she could have GEUN SEUK ... but I guess that's just my bias)

lol it's my mom's bias too! XD

I'm still here :) No so much in the fandom anymore but always love your entries.

Hey, are you still in Japan?

Why yes I am :)

I don't really follow JE and had no idea Yamapi is leaving News but when such things happen to the groups I follow, while it is sad they won't be together anymore, if it is a member I like and they're branching out into their own solo career I feel happy about it, as I mainly follow that member, if that makes sense, and in this case if he was feeling trapped or unhappy about certain things, then maybe it is not such a bad thing, it'd be bad if he left on bad terms~

Exactly, and I don't see how he wouldn't feel bitter if he had to neglect his solo activities. It's always sad when someone leaves, even if it's minor character on a tv show, but, I don't think people should hate him for it or because he said that one line.

NEWS never felt like a real group to me, despite all the allegations of member-ai, and they've been inactive for so long.

And it always seemed way too hard on Ryo to make him be in both.

So I'm cautiously in favor of the change, but I do feel sorry for all the devastated fan girls.

Have I commented enough to make up for only having just noticed you are back?

Edited 2011-10-10 02:35 (UTC)

but they wrote a song declaring their love. lol

I'm waiting to hear their next single.

and yes you have <3

Wah!!it's been a while since you're active again here! Poor ryo isn't on news anymore same as pi, whew welcome back^^

I don't know what's i'll be doing on here though

Omg I haven't been to LJ for so long either. ;__; I missed you!!

So proud that Shirota is doing well <3 and it's amusing how people started noticing him only when he started singing.

/am jealous of the girl in the sandglass PV

hey!!!!

it's good that everyone is coming on again though!

lol well I think his singing is more impressive than his acting >_>

I guess the busier part of the year is over for everyone. ^_^v

I'll have to agree =v= I'm hoping he'll focus on singing for a long long time.

Holy shit you've been posting a lot lately!

Oh the NEWS news, if only I actually liked Yamapi's voice enough to care. Someone will have to pick up the slack for him now when it comes to being shirtless though, I guess. And as much as I do actually like Ryo, anyone who tries to claim that man wasn't overworked with two groups is crazy (I like Kanjani more anyway).

Channaka! How I miss Channaka.T_T

lol making up for lost time.
I was really so busy with work I never even checked my fpage, even when I was on vacation, I went to NY and wrote some Oracle exams, so I just assume everyone left lj for dreamwidth or something.

I think in my head I was waiting for Channaka to come back to start posting, while my brain says he must be fine, the inner retarded fangirl sees him depressed and ronery, crying and hugging his dogs.
I miss his spamming nonsense, you can access d-boys blogs for abt 1.50 USD but I have a BB.

Let's see what Ryo does with the time he has now that he doesn't have to commute by train to Osaka. He better write another song.

Haha, I'm starting to think that nobody ever really leaves lj for good, they're just horribly inactive for long periods of time.

The inner retarded fangirl in your head has now planed that image in my brain, and my inner retarded fangirl has no problem believing that he would do that.

If Ryo's not doing something productive like that, then I at least want more ridiculous scandals to amuse myself with; he can start biting people again or something, maybe molest some "poor, unwilling" fangirl.

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