Yuuya 2007-10-05 to 2007-11-01 *edited*

[none_neither]

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http://blog.watanabepro.co.jp/endoyuya/archives/2007/10/05_1_post_26.html

Recently, I kinda don't know what to do.
I can't stop all of these thoughts from overflowing.
There are a lot of fish swimming in the tank, pakupaku [1] , but, they're not biting.
Tomorrow the bus tour for the fans will begin.
I'll be participating the next day.
I'm looking forward to it naa. ～☆
I'm looking forward to meeting everyone, but, right now I feel anxious.
I hope to squash this anxiety.
I want to recieve a small amount of power [2] from all of the fans.
Seimeiryoku (one's life force), my self-worth, I want to discover these things.
At random, recently, I've been negative.
Plainly speaking, right now, I feel that my present self is dame dame. [3]

To everyone, for always giving your support,
Thank you!!

[0] As in animal feed, in this case fish food.
[1] pakupaku, think pacman, no seriously, you know how he moves opening and closing his mouth, just like that.
[2] He says genki, but, since this can mean vigour or stamina, I just went with power.
[3] No good, useless.

LOL I was feeling quite happy when I read Mikami's entry without having to check anything up, this was a different case. While, I coud recognise most of the kanji, it seemed so emo.
It was a lot like when I started trying to do translations and I wanted to explain every line.

Edit:
Decided I didn't want to end on that tone!

2007-10-29: It's been a long time
http://blog.watanabepro.co.jp/endoyuya/archives/2007/10/29_16_post_27.html

Today there's rehearsals for the Taigo drama, Atsu hime.
It's been a long time so i'm going to try my best.
I'm trembling ♪
It's almost time for filming for the movie to begin.
There's a lot of worries, but, I'm going to jump into it with all my might (rough)

2007-11-01: Movie
http://blog.watanabepro.co.jp/endoyuya/archives/2007/11/01_20_post_28.html

Today, I was shooting for the movie. A considerably delicate performance is required, I'm at a loss and worried. I'm going to devote myself to shooting.
While I feel a little down, I'm enjoying the location and that I'm able to do this.
Recently, I think the distribution for this piece of work has widened.
I'm digesting each in detail before I step forward.
Life is full of harsh winds [1], but, you must plant your feet firmly and make progress.
This thought has recently sprouted. ♪

[1] Literally winds facing you and you must press on, facing it.


 

Comments

[pharrezychica.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much darling, really :)
Man, I got the gist of it then.... Emoooooooooo indeed!
So sorry I ended up bringing you down in depression with me by asking this translation XD

What's going on with him?
He's so busy yet he's all depressed?
Who made him feel useless?
I hope the boys realize he's in a funk and try to get him out of it :\

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

You know I don't think they've noticed. I doubt they read each other's blog.
I wish they would do a baton relay.
I wish I could say what's going on :(

BTW, I updated the post.

[pharrezychica.livejournal.com]

Oh, thanks!
Seems like he's still feeling low :\

But the first emo post was right before the bus tour, wouldn't have the guys noticed something then?

In my silly fangirling way I started wondering if something was wrong when I saw Yanagi posting a lot about Igarashi, taking pics with a lot of guys during the tour, but not mentioning Endo at all.
I hope they're not going through something and Endo is suffering from it.
He seems to get melancholic easely :\

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

I guess if I were him I wouldn't show it in front of the fans.
It's easy for me sometimes to feel good when I'm around people and then bam! back to sadness once I'm by myself.

lol Yeah, I wondered about that whole Igarashi thing.

[pharrezychica.livejournal.com]

If only the guestbook was back up at the DBoys site I'd try to scrape up a message and tell the guys to freaking BE THERE FOR HIM!

Esp. Yanagi... he's so happy (did you see his update?) and his supposed BF is all depressed. Not fair.
Endo was there for him for years, he should do the same >__<
I don't wanna think of Yanagi as an arsehole that is leaving behind Enya to cling to Igarashi... it can't be >___<


(The emo is getting to me)

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure they were ever best friends though, people like to pair them up b/c they were both Ryoma and at the same time.

I was just telling Vee about that
http://none-neither.livejournal.com/31219.html?thread=960499#t960499
but Igarashi is so nice!!

[pharrezychica.livejournal.com]

Somehow that's even more depressing...
lol!

Going through Yanagi's blog, he used to post about Yuuyan so much! Not even that long ago, during all the D-Stage months (reharasal and show).
And Endo rarely posts about other D-Boys but when he did it was 90% of the times Yanagi.

Crap, crap, crap!
Now I need to cheer myself up with something XD

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

****sad****

But, tomorrow's a hol XDD weeee

[pharrezychica.livejournal.com]

Now you've planted the seed of doubt in me! :P


Is it? Oh, lucky you! :D
Enjoy it! ;)

[kureno-rooster.livejournal.com]

Honestly I get that impression as well. I honestly think that the boys consider each other as co-workers and little else. Hanging out might is merely part of their job. Looking back I think Yanagi is very crafty and plays up the BL. However I don't think Yuuya was ever the one to really go along with it. Now that he and Yangai don't have a real reason to hang out they have lost touch (in a way). I don't doubt that they like each other the same way you like an acquaintance but I wouldn't go so far as to say that the D-boys are BFF. I don't think any of the d-boys seriously hangs out with each other.

[fila-desu.livejournal.com]

Someone needs to give this guy a jack-in-the-box to cheer him up. :( I think he really needs to get a new cat for companionship.

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

Someone needs to get me one!

[fila-desu.livejournal.com]

Which one, the jack-in-the-box? xDDD *machine gun-ed*

I can imagine him looking gloomy during the bus tour. :C

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

lol yes, I'll take a Yuuyan though!

I'm wondering if he was, because if he was looking gloomy and none of the boys helped then I hate all of them XD

[fila-desu.livejournal.com]

*gets a Yuuyan off the shelf* I think I'll take one too. 8D

>C That'd be horrible. I'd spank them if they did that.

[ex-pinkocrac87.livejournal.com]

A Yuuya, or a cat?

Both would be nice. Awwww. T___T Cheer up, Emo Yuuya.

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

Somehow after that everything went downhill. Yanagi's post made me sad, because it contrasts so much to Yuuyan's.
It was really simpy too (lol the prawn fritters called out to him)
However, Shirota's was ..um.. interesting. He got to go to an Armani fashion show after practice, the musical guests were Il divo and Fergie. Isabel is the name of an aunt. (I think he's mentioned this before?...(EDIT: Oh no it was Jun and a poster for Janji). He drank champagne at the after party. Blah. Poor Yuuyan. ;_;
I hope he's on D-Radio next.

[fila-desu.livejournal.com]

I hope he's on D-Radio next.
- You just read my mind. ♥

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

Ahh, I've got a confession though, I haven't really listened to any of them as yet :O

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

oooohhhh
ohhhhh!!!

There's this Japanese girl who's blog I read and she's linked to your post.
http://yui614ara.blog55.fc2.com/blog-entry-640.html

[fila-desu.livejournal.com]

Ahaha! When you have time. ^^ I didn't know Wada has SO MUCH to say about everything. xD And it's nice to hear them laugh.

O.o How did heck you end up there? At least the calendar is being advertised more. xD

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

You didn't know? Take a peep at his blog. I'm surprised he hasn't run out of stuff to talk about.... or maybe he's recycling topics?

I usually read her blog for all the Araki stuff!

D-boys must really be a small fandom
Come to think of it, how did you find out about it?

[engwanoviel.livejournal.com]

hmm, yuya actually emooooos? lol i saw a female yanagi today, buwhahaha

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

I wanna see I wanna see

[cheerio-yotan.livejournal.com]

"yuuya is eeyore." lmao. That's a great tag.

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

It was actually placed there by you!

[cheerio-yotan.livejournal.com]

Whhatt!? I don't remember ever saying that.

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

lol not exactly, but, I remember you saying it before!
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although about Shirota lol

[azurewolf7.livejournal.com]

I can't believe I missed this post yesterday (evil computer-snatching brothers!)... You translated Yuuyan!! And it was emo!Yuuyan! :P guh... Someone needed a hug! (wonder if anyone cheered him up)...

I'm so happy he's working on something again! I love watching him in dramas and movies! Thanks for translating these! ^_____^

(Seeing as I'm posting this today- what in the world got into Wada- my syndicated feeds f-list is almost completely all Wada posts- some even had pics- of him!! O.O)

[none-neither.livejournal.com]

It was random.

I hope he's feeling better, I was watching rocket boys last night and thinking this type of thing he's doing now is so different from what he normally does, making crazy faces, I guess that why he's having a hard time.

I noticed that too lol